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The Bleakness Of Our Constant

by Eneferens

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Lauren Eneferens out-melodics Opeth, out-blackgazes Alcest, and combines the ethereality of shoegaze with introspective folky black metal more seamlessly than a Reese's cup combines chocolate and peanut butter. Really beautiful, and my favorite Eneferens album thus far. Favorite track: Weight Of The Mind's Periapt.
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zaphexa The Bleakness of our Constant is exactly as it makes it self out to be, in lyrics and instrumental, for those who feel this.
I felt understood, but left me trembling with pain in my chest.

'This Onward Reach' fills the atmosphere throughout, with anxiety and dread in just being. 'Awake' in confusion and longing. 'Weight of the Mind Periapt' hits home for me. Two parts of this song speak to me about death of being, and crying out into absolute existence left with nothing but silence to bear.
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TheGodlessVegan Absolutely beautiful and epic. Favorite track: This Onward Reach.
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Leave 03:49
In this turn of events I am carried under with no means to breathe. When the sky sank so low, I could feel it then, in the twilight mask. Fanning flames of which destroy me, yet keep me warm. And in the fire there’s a passion that is growing short. Agony and beauty, inseparable. Love leaves the body. The light I no longer see illuminates the world around me. I am lost. A hollow contour, inside will ever be. Off course, disguised. This weight is replete.
Amethyst 07:08
Strange, my remembrance to cloud my mind in a time like this. Lines scripted softly all allude to the times we shared. Nights alone, contemplation I am different now. I tread this labyrinth path in my search for clarity. Piece it together, fragments of love which I possess now. Why in this way do I see you now, with stasis out of reach? Entangled mind, for what could have been and now will never be.
Awake 04:50
When will I call on you? It is a silent road. Here with false ideals, you are still unknown. What do I long for? What is there to find? Caught in instinct’s plight, cold and ill prepared. Have you brought me here? Will I know your voice?
Pace slows to a stop. Fruitful vines no longer cling to thoughts. Firm facade, hollow inside Day sheds light on this brokenness. Wait for the wind to cease its fervor. Why now do I exist to wonder? You see the worst I have to offer. Here in your eyes I fail and falter on. Within your sight, the palest colors. Still, your allure has left me silent. If you surrender, I will follow Into the bleakness of our constant.
11:34 03:11
Selene 08:36
Rise in the silent dark. Fade into figure. Trails of your silver light on all boughs of life. They who illuminate the sky at night cast a brilliant shadow. Now in the clench of despair’s apologue Yearning for one breath. Eyes leer toward the moonlit sky. Won’t you take me with you? Show me vigor. Guide me home. Eye of the night, gleaming and fair Give nature’s work their destined end.


The third full length album.
To those who have experienced trying times, hardship, loss, or feel the struggle in this wandering existence, this record is for you.


released October 26, 2018

All instruments and vocals - Jori Apedaile
Mixed and mastered by Jori Apedaile at The Black Lodge Studios
All artwork, photography and design also by Jori Apedaile


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Eneferens Portland, Oregon

beautiful metal from the north

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